Ive loved and ive lost.

Ive been thinking

How much my friends mean to me

And how for some reason ive lost half of them

Ive tried to get a few of them back

But they dont bother trying

Im sick of empty promises

As long as i have my girls i'm happy

So heres to the new me

Forever happy, no regrets.

Forever, forever is a mighty long time.

I got my report today

I think its the best my marks have been since nerdy year 7 half yearly

My marks have jumped a shitload in the last year

Which is surprising considering ive put fuck no effort into my school work this year

I stopped caring at the end of last year

Which is what i cant stop thinking about

Theres only two things i regret in my life

And those two things happened at the end of last year

The 2nd one though kills me

Because i didn't want it to happen

Only one person knows what happened

And thats the other person involved

I don't plan on telling anyone any detail at all about it

But i fucking hate myself for it

And its getting to me

And its affecting my attitude towards people

I get really irritated easily and im constantly angry, even though i barely show it

Im not as much of an extrovert as i was in year 9

Ive calmed down and matured alot

But ive done that to myself

I miss how things were so much it hurts

But i guess i have to move on right?

Keep going with the world

I doubt they will, but if that other person ever sees this, i know ive said it an uncountable amount of times, but im so fucking sorry.

Take it out on me

As previously stated i went and saw The getaway Plan last week
Far out it was so good

This is Sniff and I before we left. We sat in her bedroom for about 40 minutes watching one of the Barbie movies, not quite sure which one it was, but i got heaps into it. Shes like a little sister to me.

This is A Silent Fiction. No one in the crowd was into them that much but they were pretty mad to see.

Mmm Elora Danan. They announced their break up about 5 hours before the show start. Heaps dev about it, loved them for ages. They played such a good set ♥

Ahhh Amity Afflition. These boys will go far for sureeee. Far out. The whole time they played the crowd went off. I think i got most of my bruises from their set. So worth it but. Best ever.

This is Jacki. Shes my best friends little sister. She means a shit load to me. ♥

Getaway Plan made us wait so fucking long for them to come on. Was so wort it but, they played amazingly. The only thing i didt like was the girls behind me who wouldnt stop bitching. Mmm

Will honestly miss these guys a shitload aye.

Over it so bad

Today we had to sign some form to confirm our details for school certificate

I really really do not want to do it

Im stressed so hard over it

Like, im so bad at maths now

My teachers a crazy bitch

The only subjects im really good at are friggen english and history

Theyre the only subjects i really care about anyway

Aha can ya tell im Aussie ? Hate maths so much.

I went and saw The Getaway Plan (ft A Silent Fiction, Elora Danan(who announced their break up that day), and Amity Affliction)

Friggen best gig ive ever been to in my life

I wish they hadnt of split

They were so talented

And ahhh

Whatevs

Im basically just stressing hardcore

But my girls are there to keep me good (L)

Theyre the best bunch of girls in the world.

And thats not even all of them.

Yous all mean the world to me.