Seasons

I remember just after I gave my life to the Lord, i was having a really difficult time with my faith. And after a few weeks i went to my youth leader, Taua, who is absolutely amazing, and i told her what i'd been going through and she explained to me about seasons in God, and she explained how they're not like seasons of the world. And i also figured out that i'd been going through a dry season, or winter.

Anyway, about 7 months ago i started going through another dry season. I stopped going to youth for a couple months, stopped reading my word, barely prayed etc.

And then last night at youth, it broke. During worship. I was so happy i cried. The power of God is amazing, how it can make you feel.

Last night also hit me hard. The preaching. But i love it when sermons hurt you, touch something inside you that you don't want to be touched. Because it's these that make you realise what you need to do to change, to better yourself.

I still have a long way to go, but i know im on the right path now.