Mad World

Had an Aust. History exam today. It was pretty good. Mainly cause we were allowed to have notes in it. I dunno why they let us but. It was an easy as exam to study for. barely even looked at my notes. But whatever. I was rly moody today as well. I dunno why. But by like, period 7 i was ok. Cause i had history elect. and the girls in that class are amazing.

We got fitted for our senior uniforms today. Its bullshit that in term 2 and 3 though we have to wear the long sleeved top. Im not gunna, and i dont think many other people will. They can go root themselves. For realz. I kinda liked the uniform though. I feel to young to be going into year 11. I still feel like a year 8er. Which is bad. But whatever.

Later Gators!

English.

I’ve become so used to you
Your cold, smooth blue restrictions, which we seemingly continuously rest on;
These restrictions stop us
From enjoying the exquisiteness of the outdoors

So we cope for those two periods by sitting on our solid, slightly bluer settees,
Resting our elbows on our uninviting books
My senses are so used to your smell. Perfume!
Overwhelming. Crushing.

OUTDOORS

To my left, to my right girls. Why do they feel the need to impress so endlessly?
Endless conversing. Why?!
5,4,3,2,1. Quiet.
‘I’d like to begin.’

This is my pathetic attempt at a poem for English. Whatever.

I need to change

Im such a lazy person. I never do my homework. Well. I do. But not when i should. I dont study enough. I dont revise my work. I leave assignments to the last minute. Ehh. I think starting this term im gunna get my act together. Im gunna do my best at school, read my bible, and go back to church regularly.

But right now, im gunna go plaster more of my walls with pictures of attractive men.

:D

Sleeping Sickness - Dallas Green

And I awoke
Only to find that my arms were empty
Through this night it seems that you were with me
And now my dreams are not what they're meant to be
And I am all, alone
And I am all, alone
And I am all, alone
And I am all, alone.
I'm afraid...to sleep because of the way you haunt me.
I know you can make me fall apart so softly
And know you turn away so easily
And leave me all, alone
Leave me all, alone
Leave me all, alone.

I havent been able to stop listening to City & Colour/Dallas Green lately. I find him so good. When i hear his voice i start smiling. Yeah :)

Tim Burton's Alice In Wonderland

Ahh

This is the trailer ! Im so excited by it !!! March can hurry up now yerh. Aaahhh

We fall apart, like roses

Ive never really taken the time to listen to the lyrics of this album. But now that i do, omgsh. Some hard hitting shit. Im not that into hardcore anymore, but i still always find the time to listen to BMTH. They seem to have matured alot in this album. Unlike every other band that sounds exactly the same as the one before and after it.

I need inspiration

I need to be inspired in everything i do. I need to feel passionate about what i do. I want to love, i want to feel, i want to know. So many of my friends look to celebrities and fashion icons from all era's and are inspired by them, but i want someone now, someone who i know i can be inspired by and will continue to be inspired by in the (hopefully) many years to come.

But at this very second, i need to write a stupid poem.

Dreaming, i was only dreamin.

Right now, im supposed to be doing my science assignment on Swine Flu. but im not. You know why? 'Cause i'm just not motivated. I feel so Gen Y. I kinda wish i lived in the Baby Boomer generation though. They look like they had so much fun back then. But i'm a gen Y kid, and i spose im proud of it. We have alotta shit to fix but. And school seems to be everything. Im having a shit hard time trying to pick my subjects for next year. My parents are forcing me to do maths, but i dont want to. All it's gunna do is make me hate school and get a shit mark on my HSC. Ive never been good at maths, and i doubt i'll be any better next year, tutoring or not. So why bother? I mean, the only thing you need behind you for Uni courses is English, and medicine is the only thing that you need more than English, and they want science. So why do i need maths ?! And i mean, if i do need anything i can just go learn it later, it's not like i dont have the resources. Agh. my head's going to explode. I want information, but i want good information, fun information. Why can't life be easy? Fun. Thats what i want. It's holidays and im stuck inside trying to learn about a dead French Queen, analyse poetry, write poetry and create a pamphlet on Swine Flu, which i don't even have.I wanna go to the beach, the last few days have been perfect for it, and the longer i stay inside the whiter i get. I'll practically be glowing in the dark by the time school starts.

So Basically, i want my assignments to be easier, i want my holidays to be longer, i wanna go out more, and i want my parents to get off my back.