Those days

Do you ever have amazing days? Nothing overly special happens, but you've spent it with your closest friends and when you sit back and think about it, you realise it's a day you'll never forget. But then that night you're sitting at home, alone, and you start to wonder about things. About life, friends, family, the future. And you get yourself so worked up that you're almost having a mental breakdown. You want to tell someone whats going on in your head, but you cant find the words. So you tell someone incredibly close to you, but it doesn't make sense. You can't actually say what's going on. It's just rambles, you need an escape. But there is none. They tell you to deal with it. You realise they're right. The only way to get through things, through what's going in your mind, is to just harden up and deal with it. You don't feel any better, but that's life right?