Walls

For someone who's so open about things I put up alot of walls to keep people out. I have alot of temporary walls up too, which i like to pull down for certain people to make it seem to them like I'm opening up, when I'm not really. There's probably only three people who I've ever let get past my walls. Ones holidaying in QLD, one lives in Wollongong and one I haven't spoken to for over a year due to a massive argument. It was that instance i think that made me put up so many walls. I prefer being so closed off to people. I don't know why.